Jocelyn,

Sometimes I feel that I just want to stop what I'm doing and just break down.You were and still are such a big part of life and its still so surreal to me that you are not here.My heart aches so much sometimes I can barely speak but I know you are with me.I have so much going on in my life that I want to share with you but I keep telling myself that you see it.I feel that I have grown so much since the last time we talked.I just want to hear your laugh.You were such a role model for me.You actually listened to my ideas,hopes,and crazy dreams.You were a friend to me when I felt that I had no true friends.You told me to do well in school and gave me more guidance that you could ever imagine.I'm not sure if you really know how much you influenced me.Sometimes I just wish for a sign that you do see me.. And that I'm not just down hear flailing.You would want me to move on and I'm trying. But its hard to move on from something thats apart of you.I am so proud to have met you and truly priviledged to call you my one of greatest friends.I start work this Sunday at my school's new Recreational Sports Center and I'm waiting to hear back if I got the job to be a RA next year.I'm doing well in school but this semester is hard.Anyways..I love you so much and I hope that when I look up you are looking back ...We all love you.

Jocelyn, I am so sorry we lost touched and I don't even know what made you pop in my mind today to do search for you and sat her with tears and total shock when I realized what I was reading.  I have all packed up now to move in new house but I do have favorite pic of you at my graduation that I will post as soon as I can get to it.  It's been over 20 years since I've even talked to you and now it just seems like yesterday you were at my house being silly, having fun and making everyone laugh.  My heart goes out to your family and I will pray every day that they get justice and I know they will not stop until they do!!!  Fly high with the angels and know you have always had special place in everyone's heart that you ever met!!!!

Christmas From The Heart

by Judy Burnette

I heard your voice in the wind today and I turned to see your face; The warmth of the wind caressed me as I stood silently in place. I felt your touch in the sun today as its warmth filled the sky; I closed my eyes for your embrace and my spirit soared high. I saw your eyes in the window pane as I watched the falling rain; It seemed as each raindrop fell it quietly said your name. I held you close in my heart today it made me feel complete; You may have died...but you are not gone you will always be a part of me. As long as the sun shines... the wind blows... the rain falls... You will live on inside of me forever for that is all my heart knows.

Jocelyn, the blow was great, the shock severe, I little thought the end was near.

 

Only those who have lost can tell how sad is parting and no farewell.  But God in goodness, comforts me to bear my bitter cross.  He is the only one who knows how heavy is my loss.

 

It has been a year since the angels came and carried you to our Heavenly Father above.  I see, hear and smell things everyday that reminds me you are still near. 

 

A Mothers unconditional love is something to behold and having you as my daughter and friend has touched my very soul.

 

I miss and love you forever.  As my daughter and friend I have so much respect for the loving, giving, compassionate person and kind spirit you are.  Mommy misses you so much that it can't be explained.

 

An Angel of Rememberance for you on this day.  We continue to miss you and love you but we also continue to honor you and the lasting impact your character forever engraved in our characters.  Today we remember you and we remember your motto - LIFE IS GOOD!  I love you Goshy!